A follower? Another one?
Even the first was odd, but a second?
Why? That doesn’t make sense. No, none at all, you know?
This is clearly not a blog for following, right? Minimal effort put in, posts… sporadic, at best. And hardly interesting, right? So…
Well, it’s fine, I guess. Most likely your finger slipped or something, right? Kehehe, unsurprising. Even I make such mistakes upon occasion, after all!
Ah, but now, having had such an odd occurence just before bed, I can hardly fall asleep, you know? Aaah, so troublesome, I’ll write for a while. If nothing else it ought convince any followers, now or in the future, of how pointless it is to listen to the inconsistent ramblings of a madman such as I.
Plus, as I’ve probably said before… it’s kinda nice to just write.
Hmm, hmhmhm, hmmmmmmmm…
Ah! I’m really, really, really anxious, you know? ‘cause, tomorrow, soon to be today, I have to do a group presentation! And, and, and, my group… I barely know them! I can’t even remember their names! Ah, I’m terribly sorry, truly, I am, whoever you people are…
Ah, not that it matters. But I should already have described my views on the meaning of existence and all that, no point in goin’ over it again.
I sometimes fall unconscious when my head goes all fuzzy from standing up. It’s an amazing feeling, you know? Ah, but wait, I already said this, right? Ah, well, whatever.
Anyways, it’s great. That thing about people falling down like puppets whos strings have been cut is so much more relatable.
I wish… I wish people made sense, at least. That would be nice. To think with their heads, and not their hearts, every once in a while… tch, as if this race will ever do such a thing.
'cause, don't you know? Emotion always, always, always has to be good! The logical one is always the bad guy! Ah, I like that though, you know? It's just, real people putting up walls, blockades, frustrating little laws just on account of some stupid emotion! And then others responding in kind! I tell you, when I, a sad, sad existence despairing of his future and of mankind, utterly withdrawn into the life of an otaku, who understands how low a place he holds in the world, can feel like the most mature person in a situation involving 4 others, all of whom are older and more experienced then I, it is saddening beyond belief! Beyond belief, I say! Staggeringly so!
Ah, goshdarn, music is so great. That one tune from the end of persona 4 …hmm… nevermore! I listen to that, and I guarantee you, I can bring a tear to my eye.
That’s sad too, in a way… I don’t just get tears. I have to go out of my way to immerse myself in things. I have tk work for my tears. F*ck.
Oh, not that I tend to. Generally I laugh, instead. You know, laughing is a hell of a lot better? Way I see it, if I’m stuffed full of emotion, best way to let it out is laughter. Doesn’t matter what emotions you’ve got, throw ‘em out with the most crazy laugh you can produce. Go full on Mad Scientist. Go all out! ‘cause who gives a sh*t?! About any of it, your problems, my problems, the worlds problems, who cares? And why should anyone care? So just laugh at it - your problems, my problems, the worlds problems, laugh with all your might at the petty ridiculousness of the very idea that you should trouble yourself with them! And laugh at yourself, a fool who would even laugh at himself! Or herself. I’m a guy, he comes naturally, her is always implied when applicable,
Et. Cet. Er. A.
Why write that? Why not!
Why leave a gap, hm? You wouldn’t, shouldn’t, couldn’t, you know!?!
Ah, feed the hamster, feed the hamster. Mm, she needs fresh water too…
Hey, I say I only love 2D beings, but that’s not true. I also love forces of nature, and also the moon. She’s so pretty, you know?
I don’t like the fact, but it wouldn’t be hard for me to fall in love. I’m pathetic, after all. But, but, my love would not be true, I think. Well, generally. Oh, not that I’d cheat. No, I’d just lose interest and stop putting effort in. Unless, of course, it happened that it was at ‘true love’. If those really exist… but anyways. Point is, right, I came to a decision. A f*cking stupid one… but a decision.
Mm, yes indeed… I have decided not to casually date, or accept any offers of relationships. Because frankly… there’s nothing I’d want from one. A relationship, that is. Nothing that I can’t get from a friendship, anyways. Kehe, not that people would be lining up to date me anyways…
Oh, and anyone who happens to read this… for this long, and goshdarn but you have LOTS of free time to kill if you’re choosing to spend it reading this… it’s not like I want pity, or some stupid-ass thing like that. No, in fact, that’d only annoy me… the only reason I’m writing this, regardless of how many people accidentally follow me and happen to see this, is for my own sake. And no-one elses! Mm, keep it in mind, mm-k? That is, the emptiness, the vast and infinite abyss, the unending expanse of the internet. Yes, I entrust these words to her, that she might hold them for a while, for my sake.
Sure, the internet could be a guy. More likely, she could belong to neither gender… but equally, this universe could have been created by a sentient chocolate button. So who cares? I’ll believe what I like, and laugh at any empty minded fools who can’t understand the genius in my simple way of life!